DRIVE ME HOME

a late bloomer i may be,
searching for my purpose.
i need a light to guide me through
the blurred image of my path.
should i go where the way is bright?
should i go the one nearest me?
or the way where they are standing?
how should i know?
what my heart really beats for?
should i just let you in?
let you hold the key?
drive all the way through?
though my eyes will be blind-folded.
i'll just let you lead the way.
no regrets...
no complaints...
i know you'll drive me safe home...
... where i'm supossed to be....


*********** There are times that I'm really depressed searching for my real purpose, my real calling..So many questions, confusions that need clarification... But I'm not that smart to know the answers.. Only HE knows...And so, I'll just let HIM lead me to where I should be.. "LET GO AND LET GOD.."

LOVE ME WHILE YOU MAY

When to this earth, I bade goodbye
And gave away my life's last sigh
Do Promise me you will not cry.

As food for worms, my flesh will be
Rue not my friend, weep not for me
For I will be with HIM, you'll see.

Red roses, if you must give
Let me smell them while I live
Or else their scent I may not sieve.

I wish you'd show me all your care
Now that I still need fresh air
Before it's late and be up there...


********* This is a poem I composed last 2004, when my mom passed away due to liver cancer.
Let's show our care, our love to the people around us while they are still alive, while we are still alive... Sabi nga nila, walang pinagsisisihan sa simula, lahat ng pagsisisi e nasa bandang huli.. So better act now, wag nang ma-cornihan sa pagsasabi ng "I Love You" & "Thank you" sa mga parents natin, kapatid, friends,boyfriend,boss (yep, kahit super strict & unjust sila kung minsan) and sa iba pang tao na nakakasalamuha natin.. =) .... I Love you, Inay. I Love you, Tatay. I Love you, Totits . I Love you, Ate Dedez. I Love you Poi. I Love you Sam. I Love you, Adrian.... =)